BDD sufferer... I shaven yesterday after a month and it was so stressful coz I looked so different, I just saw ugliness again, my nose looked bigger, my face thinner and more empty, my chin looks like it grew bigger and uglier... ah could be just my mind again ****in with me... today Iam gona cut my hair and Iam scared, I don't know what crazy things I might do after I look in the mirror, all confidence I build up over the past months goes down the toilet when I cut my hair, and I have to start from scratch again,
J, babe, you are actually rather good-looking. I know that this won't make much difference but I'll say so anyway: you've no need to put such a downer on your looks.
Yea Iam realizing there's something seriously wrong with me, I was thinking how my chin should look like so I would be happy and came to the conclusion no matter how it would look like Iam gonna hate it... I clearly got BDD.
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