ocdjoe2007
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I wrote this a few nights ago when I was feeling like I always do...I just thought it might be nice to share it
Where do you go when your heart does not wish to go on? Never again sacrifice an ounce of pride for acceptance. The heart of the scorpion burns deep inside of you boy. Will you ever submit to the pressure of this world and be normal? You know this is not you. You feel the tide of time upon your back, and you feel twice your age. When you are burdened with pain do you have a dream still to chase? These days and moments will be lost in time like tears in rain. I ask you, will you ever discover the meaning of this road? Do not be a fool. Is there a purpous to these painful days and nights. What can I say to you that I have not said before, and will you listen? I know you are too far and the wall is too high, but please stay. We only have each other in the end, and for this, for this you have to remain true to yourself. How many times did you invoke upon your god, the one that gifted you with agony, rage and determined hate. Is there any good left inside of you boy, or is it just a fake smile to get you through the day. You hear the rain and it fills your heart with calm and hope, but you know all of it is beyond grasp. Chance after chance yet you fail and everything slips away. Oh how you hate yourself for it, yet you know none of it is your fault. One day, one day maybe you will be ok. Perhaps just another dream in your crazy mind, oh lost boy.
Where do you go when your heart does not wish to go on? Never again sacrifice an ounce of pride for acceptance. The heart of the scorpion burns deep inside of you boy. Will you ever submit to the pressure of this world and be normal? You know this is not you. You feel the tide of time upon your back, and you feel twice your age. When you are burdened with pain do you have a dream still to chase? These days and moments will be lost in time like tears in rain. I ask you, will you ever discover the meaning of this road? Do not be a fool. Is there a purpous to these painful days and nights. What can I say to you that I have not said before, and will you listen? I know you are too far and the wall is too high, but please stay. We only have each other in the end, and for this, for this you have to remain true to yourself. How many times did you invoke upon your god, the one that gifted you with agony, rage and determined hate. Is there any good left inside of you boy, or is it just a fake smile to get you through the day. You hear the rain and it fills your heart with calm and hope, but you know all of it is beyond grasp. Chance after chance yet you fail and everything slips away. Oh how you hate yourself for it, yet you know none of it is your fault. One day, one day maybe you will be ok. Perhaps just another dream in your crazy mind, oh lost boy.
