Anonymous
Well-known member
I'm a 17 year old girl, And for about 2-3 months I've completely changed. I quit going to school, I refuse to get a job, because I don't like meeting new people. I've become very mean and moody. I cry all the time now, I'm crying right now for no apperent reason. I just break down 6-7 times a day, over the slightest thing. I've become so overwelmed sometimes, that I've cut myself and break stuff. When I use to go to school, in the middle of classes I all of a sudden felt very, very sick. I start to sweat and have difficulty breathing. As of lately I've stopped eatting and exercise compulsivly. I feel so out of place and alone and like I'm losing control. Today I looked up my symptoms and a lot of them describe SP. I never ever thought something was wrong with me, until I really read into it. I'm so new to this, and I don't know what to do. My dad doesn't belive in social disorders, and thinks that if someone has a problem, either their parents raised them wrong, or they're looking for attention. And I know I'll never tell anyone because I don't want to feel week and like I need help... I really, really don't know what to do, and I'm really hoping someone will reply to this instead of reading it and thinking I'm a pity case or a lose cause. I would REALLY REALLY love to hear any advice! and also a little more about SP and what can happen if you just not get help or do anything about it. THANKS SO MUCH IN ADVANCE!