Pills only help a little

[dannyboy65]

I never told anyone this and I think I need serious help. I am schizophrenic and autistic and have depression and anxiety. But when I'm very angry, like I am right now. I want to kill someone and its not a figure of speech anymore. I'm beyond pissed and can feel myself blanking out right now I don't even know how I'm typing this I can't hear anything I can't control it the only things I hear are the voices. I see visions of people dying by my hands I need help I don't want to hurt someone but right now something wants me to hurt people.

 

[ImNotMyIllness]

PLEASE, go to a Psychiatric hospital and commit yourself for a while. Imagine if all those murderer's got help before they unleashed their inner demons.

You recognize that you're possibly dangerous, it is therefore your responsibility and moral obligation to GO NOW to a hospital and remove yourself from others.

Please do the right thing. The world has already witnessed enough violence. Don't add to it.

Don't misunderstand what I'm saying. It pains me to see you suffering. But, it's better not to extend your suffering on to others and help yourself in the process.

 

[Effloresce]

I'm sorry that you're going through this, but you can't do it alone - nor should you have to.
Episodes that you're experiencing can be controlled by mediation and psychotherapy, but you need to seek medical intervention.
Good luck, I hope it passes soon and you seek help before you do something to ruin your life (or others).