People looking down on you ?

[Clown]

Ever since my anxiety started people look down on me, if im some retared stuck up guy, stuck up yes but retared noo...
I can't articulate my self well and often grasp for air which make my voice sound weird and shaky almost child like....im 21 now I can't see my self like this when im 40 a grown up adult.

Sometimes you meet or see grown up adults age about 30+ and act really insecure and talk anxious, and im thinking by my self wooh that guy must be really depressed or weak as hell if he commits suicideIm not suprised....but suddenly jump back into reality and realize Im like him -_-'.....isn't social phobia the most soul destroying disorder out there ah ?

 

[Silatuyok]

I think that people look down on me for my social ineptitude, but that is actually the nature of the disorder to think of myself that way. Perhaps they don't see me or you that way at all, and instead we are worrying over things that people might not even notice or give much consideration to.

 

[Ps76]

Hi!

Yes I'm like that too most people look down on me in public which is why I don't go out much. I'm just thankful that my parent's don't mind me living at home and have enough money because if it wasn't for them I'm pretty sure I would be a homeless guy. I don't have any confidence and find it very hard interacting with people. I don't really have any friends or a job and even my Mum and aunt are not really interested in me anymore so I spend most of my time surfing the net or watching movies.

 

[Foxface]

When you judge others, you judge yourself. I try to ignore others' judgements, but it gets hard. People judge when they feel judged. People look down at others when they feel looked down on by others. It's all reciprocal, starting from an epicenter of hurt.I try to remember that when I'm bummed by the coldness of LA, the world.

They also judge based on your look. In Halifax, there are a lot of two faced rats, that judge me becuase I look awkward, so they think I'm a creep or something, and I barely look at them. If I don't look at them, they don't see me, and I'm un-noticed, which is what I'd rather be than judged.