4seasons
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^That makes alot of sense. All my friends i go out with drinking now are all a year or two older than me and are in collage. Im fine when its just me and them but they know all these people i don't know from collage and they allways end up hanging out with us and its akword for me because since alchohol makes my anxiety worse i need to get to know people sober and over a long period of time. When we end up going out with all these people i don't know it stops me from having fun. I don't think there is really a way out of this for me and i want to go out and have fun but i guess that will never happen. Another thing is girls haha they scare the hell out of me and im 17, i want to talk to them but i cant get over the fear. I guess drinking just isn't for me.