I'm going to my boyfriend's for Thanksgiving. I'm usually pretty okay and calm over there, as long as I'm not already stressed, and there aren't too many people. He said there won't be. Of course, that can all change. About a month ago, I had a dream that I had a panic attack on Thanksgiving. I forgot about it for awhile, but now that Thanksgiving is in less than a week, I'm panicking about the possibility of having a panic attack. Normally I would just go to my boyfriend's room. No one asks about me, and if they do, he tells them I'm tired. But Thanksgiving is a really important holiday and I don't wanna do that!