Oops I'm dumb, haha

[Emma]

A few weeks ago, this guy at work went on Holidays, so I got given his job to do....which I got very upset about, and panicked about for a week until he left, then I got so upset about it that I stuffed it up big time, and then someone else had to go and fix it all up, I'm supposed to do this for four weeks, and my four weeks is up today, and I was so relieved, I keep making mistakes, and someone has to keep coming to me and saying, I told you about this last week!!!!!!!!!

I can't help it, I am so worried about getting in trouble that I keep making mistakes, along with my day dreaming about certain people, and accidently typing in their names instead of the name of a bank...which makes me even dumber!!!!!!!!!!!

But now, my boss has decided, oh Emma can do it for a few more weeks........NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO....I don't want to do this job anymore...What is a good way to get out of it?? Or should I just suck it up and do it, and try and tell myself, that hey, at least I tried?? 8O :?

I'm too dumb for this

 

[shynobody]

youre not dumb emma! socially challenged maybe...but certainly not dumb :lol: well if the only reason why you are making mistakes is cuz of this "someone" (and this someones name rhymes with gosh ), then i would say your problem is simple. just stop thinking about this goshie fellow lol. but i know that's never gonna happen :lol:. my advice: just ride it out until the guy comes back...even though i know this whole post was just so you could talk about HIM lol.

I can't help it, I am so worried about getting in trouble that I keep making mistakes, along with my day dreaming about certain people, and accidently typing in their names instead of the name of a bank...which makes me even dumber!!!!!!!!!!!

there must be a lot of bank of josh's (oops lol) in austrailia now

 

[Emma]

You assume too much, haha,Meh thats where you're wrong haha!!!!!!
There was one bank of Josh!!!!!!!

And my problem is, that the guy is back..but I got given his job....because he doesn't want it or something, but why should I do it??

I have not banking skills, so why me??
I'm not smart enough!!!!
And I am not even sure what I am doing.
What the hell is a subpoena??
Because apparently thats what I keep mucking up.....I just want to go back to sitting in my little corner alone.

and hellooo as if you wouldn't bank at the bank of josh, haha

But seriously.....I'm developing a twitch

 

[Shonen_Yo]

I would so bank at the bank of Josh. Emma keep writing hat person's name in: it could lucrative.

ShyNobody, how did you learn of this mysterious igure named Josh?

 

[maggie]

A few weeks ago, this guy at work went on Holidays, so I got given his job to do....which I got very upset about, and panicked about for a week until he left, then I got so upset about it that I stuffed it up big time, and then someone else had to go and fix it all up, I'm supposed to do this for four weeks, and my four weeks is up today, and I was so relieved, I keep making mistakes, and someone has to keep coming to me and saying, I told you about this last week!!!!!!!!!

I can't help it, I am so worried about getting in trouble that I keep making mistakes, along with my day dreaming about certain people, and accidently typing in their names instead of the name of a bank...which makes me even dumber!!!!!!!!!!!

But now, my boss has decided, oh Emma can do it for a few more weeks........NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO....I don't want to do this job anymore...What is a good way to get out of it?? Or should I just suck it up and do it, and try and tell myself, that hey, at least I tried?? 8O :?

I'm too dumb for this

awww Emma..i don't think you're too dumb for it at all. Your post reminds me so much of myself..my anxiety and nervousness affects how i act..and i make really stupid, obvious mistakes..and likely appear less intelligent than i am...like if someone's standing over me at work..waiting for me to fill out a form or something..it's hard for me to write properly..it's bizarre!! But i have faith in you..that you can do the job..it's just focusing on it..and not everyone else..that's the hard part..but have faith in yourself..and realize..you can do it

 

[maggie]

ohhh i forgot something..remember..your boss believes you can do the job..and has faith in you..that says a lot

 

[blackcap]

I have not banking skills, so why me??
I'm not smart enough!!!!
And I am not even sure what I am doing.
What the hell is a subpoena??

Just go to your manager and say you're not confident doing that role. If he/she insists, well you probably don't have much choice, but then at least if you make a mistake you can say I told you so (well, not in so many words...!).

Oh, and a subpoena is a way of forcing someone to testify about something in court, if I'm not mistaken.

 

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Can you change your job if you want to? It's probably too idealistic but it must be really hard going doing a job every day that you hate. Its like a constant punishment. Hang in there.

 

[shynobody]

ShyNobody, how did you learn of this mysterious igure named Josh?

well...it's all a certain someone talks about . speaking of which...where are you emma?!! have you talked to her? i dont think she could last this long without talking to you :? :lol: . i'm getting worried . hmmm.

 

[Emma]

He's not all I talk about!!!!!!!!!!
And I sent you and offline message saying I would be back in two weeks......and I did manage to last that long......I emailed him from my work email

I didn't think anyone would notice I was missing 8O

 

[Emma]

My job nightmare is going to continue on forever it seems, she's making me do it for good now!!
I keep stuffing up big time, and I got in trouble, and they gave me a talk about how my mistakes make more work for everyone else, and how she'll be watching my back to make sure it doesn't happen anymore!!

Even worse, someone at work came up to me who is leaving and said there were talks that I would be doing her job as well, which is like my worst fear ever, she has to make alot of phone calls I think, and I am terrified of the phone...if I could leave I would, but there are no other jobs and no other places that will hire me anyway, it took me 2 years to get this job, and that was only because I didn't need an interview for it.