Broken-Soul
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hey guys looking for peoples thoughts.I know none of you are doctors and i should probaly research or go to a forum on it.But i think its better to ask people who are actualy going through it sometimes.
Anyway i have severe social anxiety and depression,agraphobia g.a.d...And i dont like giving myself labels as i think all issues tend to stem from one core problem.But im starting to wonder if i maybe have ocd aswell?
I dont really have any rituals or obsessions... which makes me really doubtfull if i have it,I am rather obsessed with tidyness (which is kinda weird for a 23 year old guy lol) and im not happy unless my flat is spotless.But i think that can be pinned down to this being the first nice place ive had to live.
Anyway to the point... im like 95% sure there is more going on that me and my doctor knows about.I find it really hard to describe and pinpoint..But just with how messed up and mentally damaged i am i find it hard to believe its just depression and anxiety.
Im not just shy and anxious in social situations or when im out of my flat,things kinda seem unreal.. :? I know everyone with anxiety is insecure.. But i go beyond that and into toaly paranoia.But what makes me think maybe the missing link is ocd... is the fact i feel like i cant controll my thoughts
Its like i have no controll over them...and i just dwell on stuff 24/7 to the point where it honestly makes me so tired and stressed.. also it gets that bad it kinda builds up stress leveles in my head and i end up with migraines.I dont hear voices or anything.. and the thoughts i have are mine..but its like i cant focus on anything else but how ill i am and stuff.
Any feedback would be appreciated.
Anyway i have severe social anxiety and depression,agraphobia g.a.d...And i dont like giving myself labels as i think all issues tend to stem from one core problem.But im starting to wonder if i maybe have ocd aswell?
I dont really have any rituals or obsessions... which makes me really doubtfull if i have it,I am rather obsessed with tidyness (which is kinda weird for a 23 year old guy lol) and im not happy unless my flat is spotless.But i think that can be pinned down to this being the first nice place ive had to live.
Anyway to the point... im like 95% sure there is more going on that me and my doctor knows about.I find it really hard to describe and pinpoint..But just with how messed up and mentally damaged i am i find it hard to believe its just depression and anxiety.
Im not just shy and anxious in social situations or when im out of my flat,things kinda seem unreal.. :? I know everyone with anxiety is insecure.. But i go beyond that and into toaly paranoia.But what makes me think maybe the missing link is ocd... is the fact i feel like i cant controll my thoughts
Its like i have no controll over them...and i just dwell on stuff 24/7 to the point where it honestly makes me so tired and stressed.. also it gets that bad it kinda builds up stress leveles in my head and i end up with migraines.I dont hear voices or anything.. and the thoughts i have are mine..but its like i cant focus on anything else but how ill i am and stuff.
Any feedback would be appreciated.