Now my life is destroyed

[Klaus]

I've left university and job.

My wife started to mock me because of my shyness and will probably leave me soon too.

Parents can't understand shit. Money ending month by month.

Another day tomorrow.
And then another and another in this endless nonsense.

Now my life is destroyed.

There must be a reason for our social phobic existence.

 

[recluse]

I'm sorry things are bad for you, but you can't say that your life is destroyed by merely these events. The benefit we have is that tomorrow is another day and we have a chance to change things.

 

[Angel_Of_Death]

I'm sorry to hear that.

I'm in a crucial situation myself at this moment, where I feel that my SA is becoming more and more overwhelming. I still have my job, and still am in school even tough I've already dropped most of my classes....but if I'm not able to get a grip of my situation pretty soon, I may end up out of school and without a job.

 

[Klaus]

Thanks guys!

 

[Klaus]

I would like to add something.

You know this situation when we need to go to a party and are scared as hell? Now imagine that you are invisible at this party for 3 hours and becomes bored and want to interact a little bit.

I'm a little like that now. I just need to do what I want, even kill myself depends on me, so I'm not stressed. I'm pretty calm actually.

I know I should be desperate, and I was.

But sometimes you are so fucked that nothing can hit you anymore and then you start healing.

That's not, for sure, the cure of my social phobia, but I think it's the beginning.