Not really sure...

[Refered89]

Hello everyone, as I am new to this place I hope I'm welcomed ^_^

 

[mmmm]

Hello and welcome. I'm sure you'll find many like-minded people on this site.

 

[Redzer]

I dont know what do make of that really? i cant see any real direct problem to give advice on. I do think the fact your father is losing his job is playing on your mind and because his father was a loner and alcoholic you think maybe he might start to go down that road and then you will turn out like him. I defo think there is some issues there with your da you need to address.