No more energy left

Horatio

Well-known member
sorry I havent been active on the forum much recently, I just cant be bothered with anything anymore

I cant keep fighting like this, Ive lost all my energy and enthusiasm. My only social contact used to be online but now I can barely be bothered even talking to my net friends let alone actually succeed at making any friends in real life, Im simply never good enough for anyone

I guess socialphobia won and I lost and Ill be fucked if I spend the rest of my life as alone as I have been for years already.

I dont belong here - fuck it all
 

Danfalc

Banned
Horatio

Horatio,sorry to hear you feel why way,but i can relate to what your sayin honestly,Id love to tell you things will get better,but they might not.But it sounds like things are getting you down and it might be the depression kickin in,if thats the case,well depression can be treated fairly easy,and if you manage to beat the depression side of things,you will be able to deal with the anxiety side of things better.Sorry if that all sounds like bullshit but im not too good at this sort of thing,but i just wanted to let you know your not alone.
 

Dragonfly

Active member
Horatio, I really feel for you because I feel exactly the same way at the moment been off work due to my SP getting worse, feel like im having a nervous breakdown or something. Ive been stuck in the house, managed to go to the corner shop yesterday but just froze with fear and started shaking and it was empty i just can't cope, im on meds but they seem to have made things worse, i just don't know what to do anymore i really don't.
 
Same here horatio. I have no energy do anything about anything. Let alone SP. Maybe those antidepressant drugs will work. But it'll take too much effort to try to get those. The only thing I can do is sleep. Depression sucks.
 

Horatio

Well-known member
sorry guys, I've been trying to continue being active in the forum but every time I get on here I have nothing substantial to say. Just pathetic whinging which you don't need to hear anymore.

all my enthusiasm for everything is just draining away, am spending less time on net and more time doing nothing....I should be all excited about the new Star Wars movie coming out this week but for some reason there is nothing, no emotion, no feeling, no energy..

I cant even do a good job of being a nerd anymore, whats happening!!!!!!

will someone please contact the Olympic committee because Mr Socialphobia and Mr Depression are wanting their Gold medals for beating Horatio to a pulp in the boxing rink of life
 
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