whos_that_girl
Active member
Why do I even try to meet people, when I know that i'm too uneasy around anyone, let alone a whole bar full of people like tonight? I met someone new, we ate out then she suggested going to a bar where she usually goes. If that wasn't bad enough, she had friends there too!!! I went because I don't want to be a part pooper, but i'm definitely not the life of the party either. But she is, and i'm thinking how I must of looked so awkward at the bar tonight, they even kept asking me if I was ok. WTF, i'm almost 33 and this is totally ridiculous to have to live my life like this. No family, no friends, nothing just nothing. This is getting too tiring by now after all these years, sick of it all.