tfpo
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Hey dudes.
Ever since I was 5 or 6, I've had little rituals. I tap the tips of my fingers, alternating left and right hands, always ending on tap 5, 10, 25, 50, or 100. I always start on the left if it ends in zero, and on the right if it's going to end in 5. I ALWAYS end on the right. I wink from left to right, the same way, ending on 5, 10, 25, 50, or 100, starting on the left if 0, on the right if 5. I tap my toes, waggle my eyebrows, lift my shoulders, flex my jaw, open my mouth, all the same way. Always a number divisible by 5. Always ending on the right. Somewhere along the line, I developed facial twitches, all on my right side, and the little rituals are becoming a bigger and bigger part of my life. I'm 17 now, and I've tried forcing myself to abstain from them, forcing myself to end on even numbers that don't end in 0, or my left side, and at some point, I always end up going back to my bad habits. As much as I want to stop it, I just can't. I've all but given up entirely, and I'm curious to see whether any of you have seen or experienced this particular fixation, and to see if any of you could give me a forecast on what I should expect in the future, if I can't nip this in the bud. Any help would be appreciated.
Ever since I was 5 or 6, I've had little rituals. I tap the tips of my fingers, alternating left and right hands, always ending on tap 5, 10, 25, 50, or 100. I always start on the left if it ends in zero, and on the right if it's going to end in 5. I ALWAYS end on the right. I wink from left to right, the same way, ending on 5, 10, 25, 50, or 100, starting on the left if 0, on the right if 5. I tap my toes, waggle my eyebrows, lift my shoulders, flex my jaw, open my mouth, all the same way. Always a number divisible by 5. Always ending on the right. Somewhere along the line, I developed facial twitches, all on my right side, and the little rituals are becoming a bigger and bigger part of my life. I'm 17 now, and I've tried forcing myself to abstain from them, forcing myself to end on even numbers that don't end in 0, or my left side, and at some point, I always end up going back to my bad habits. As much as I want to stop it, I just can't. I've all but given up entirely, and I'm curious to see whether any of you have seen or experienced this particular fixation, and to see if any of you could give me a forecast on what I should expect in the future, if I can't nip this in the bud. Any help would be appreciated.