DarkSeeker
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I found that weird thing of late. It's strange, I've never read or heard anything about this except maybe some vague reference from some oriental religions. It's like I could physically kill anxiety and induce myself with excitement just using my will. It's natural and controllable just like breathing. It's like I could consciously control something inside my chest that fills it with warmth, that makes my heart beat faster and that makes me all excited over nothing.
I noticed that when I'm anxious my voice change and I get a similar warmth with the opposite effects. I decided to try out that "new thing", and went down to talk to some guy about a job interview, I didn't flinch, I didn't unwillingly change my voice, I didn't even review what I wanted to talk about before I met him. I felt like I was ready to say and do anything.
I think that with some practice I could use this "thing" to make myself do any crazy things I would want to do, but that I would never dare do.
I noticed that when I'm anxious my voice change and I get a similar warmth with the opposite effects. I decided to try out that "new thing", and went down to talk to some guy about a job interview, I didn't flinch, I didn't unwillingly change my voice, I didn't even review what I wanted to talk about before I met him. I felt like I was ready to say and do anything.
I think that with some practice I could use this "thing" to make myself do any crazy things I would want to do, but that I would never dare do.