nervous in a relationship anyone else feel the same

[bitingthepea]

Ok , im 4 months into my first ever relationship, I am happy but.. this social anxiety is killing me now. I havent even told my parents about my bf yet i reeli dont no why but i find it all a bit embarssing. I always meet him and we go to the next town or something to the cinema, cus id feel weird walking round my town with him. I no this is so terrible but is anyone else in a relationship and struggling ?
I even find it hard to kiss him :S thers gta be somebody else out there like this

 

[randomguy19]

Because going out and doing things is part of most relationships, it's bound to cause anxiety. Unless you find someone in the same situation, or not so social. Do you go out of town because you fear running into people from "your past"? It's not terrible. Why do you find it hard kissing him?

 

[bitingthepea]

Yeah i guess, its just havinn SA n it being my first ever relationship at 19 ! terrible lol I dno what i should n shudnt be doing reeli :S
I guess im gona have to push maself n somehow tell ma parents
I dnt wana be a rubbish girlfriend