Negative self image... rant

[kya]

I absolutely hate my body and my appearance. I've been really sick & I don't feel attractive at all anymore and I really don't want to live my life looking like this. I have break downs at my job on a regular basis because I'm so humiliated by and disgusted with my appearance. My life goals are pretty much dust slipping through my fingers at this point and I love my soul... But I hate this shell... I hate myself. I wish I was someone else every day. I used to feel beautiful and now I'm lower than low. Idk what to do anymore... I just hate myself & I wish this would change but I think I'm going to be hideous my whole life... This is really destroying me...

 

[slimjim119]

I'm sorry you feel this way about yourself. I'm sure they are just irrational thoughts. You should definitely consider therapy and consulting a professional.

 

[kya]

Definitely... I agree. Thanks for the support , slimjim! My post sounds pretty graceless... I know my life is pretty good and that this probably is so shallow but its just how I feel. Thanks again.

 

[arjuna]

What do you think the origin of your worry is? Do you think it is a reflection of something negative in your life? Do you really think that you are objectively physically ugly? Do you have a partner? How important do you think looks are in life?