kattness
Well-known member
i hope people answer to this anyway.....
whenever i go out anywhere i NEED to get drunk.... even being around my boyfriend i need to drink and i trust him more than anyone else. i dont bother with partys anymore for the reason of my boyfriend looking at other girls (really f**ked me up) and i cant talk to anyone anyway.
i started drinking in high school where i suffered from depression(still have it) i droped out when i was 15 and now im 17 my life is going no where, i really have no clue wtf to do. most the time all i can think about is ending it.
im VERY para and i have no friends what so ever,my past is also kinda shady to the point of most things i cant even tell my therapist.
i would love to cut out driking completly and i will admit i have a big problem with drink......but its the last thign i have left, i guess my only reason for living as sad as that sounds.
whenever i go out anywhere i NEED to get drunk.... even being around my boyfriend i need to drink and i trust him more than anyone else. i dont bother with partys anymore for the reason of my boyfriend looking at other girls (really f**ked me up) and i cant talk to anyone anyway.
i started drinking in high school where i suffered from depression(still have it) i droped out when i was 15 and now im 17 my life is going no where, i really have no clue wtf to do. most the time all i can think about is ending it.
im VERY para and i have no friends what so ever,my past is also kinda shady to the point of most things i cant even tell my therapist.
i would love to cut out driking completly and i will admit i have a big problem with drink......but its the last thign i have left, i guess my only reason for living as sad as that sounds.