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When I'm about to do something, like grab a poptart to eat that I don't necessarily need, I feel that I shouldn't because something bad will happen. If I grab the poptart anyway, then I'm selfish. I know it's irrational, but I second guess myself anyway. It's not only that. It's many things, like lying a certain way when I go to sleep. Making sure my legs don't touch. Making sure I say a certain thing when I plug a plug into an outlet. All because something bad might happen if I don't. Last night I removed a mirror from my vanity desk, and moved it out of my room before I went to sleep, because I worried that sleeping with it near me would cause something. I think, what if I don't do this, what if I ignore the thoughts, and something bad actually happens, will that make me selfish and cold? Am I selfish and cold for ignoring these serious thoughts for a poptart? Anyway. I'm not sure what to do, or how clear my judgement is about things right now. I feel like I shouldn't be making this post, because something bad will happen. Any suggestions?