endoflife
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Long story short, I have very few "friends", and I never do anything after school, always go home and listen to music and use the computer in private.
The few "friends I have/had, I only see and talk to at school. Never go to or am invited to parties or anything like that, very shy and have SA. Never been with a girl or had a girlfriend and I am 16. I do not have a cell phone or drivers license and take the bus to and from school.
Right now I am taking a class in summer school, graphic design (on the computer).
The front of the room has the teachers desk and the back and two sides are lined with computers.
Originally I sat at a corner computer, with a "friend" (more of a friendly acquaintance) right next to me, and next to him an empty computer and next to that, the girl in question, and next to her a friend of hers.
Now before I go on, there is some brief info about the summer school you have to know. Basically, the way it works is that there are two highschools, in two different cities right next to eachother. Each year, the summer school alternates location between the two high schools. This year it is at the high school I do not go to. Students from both schools attend summer school at the same school but not during the year of course.
I am going to be a junior next year and the girl in question here is an incoming freshman. She is going to the opposite high school as me, so this year in summer school she is at her native summer school and I am not.
Now that you are armed with that information I will go on.
She is extremley attractive, and better yet I think she has a crush on me. I always catch her staring at me and making eye contact.
Being the shy person I am, I could not just move over to the empty computer between her and my friend, so I had to create a fake reason for it. Luckily I am very good with computers, so I just inserted an extra character into the executable file for Photoshop and illustrator, so when you tried to open them you get a not found error. My idea worked PERFECTLY, I called the teacher over and said something was wrong, he could not fix it and said I should move to the other computer
So then I would always catch her looking at me still and a lot of times staring at my screen and what I was doing, etc...
Let me state, that last year, at the beginning of the year there was another very attractive girl who I always caught staring and making eye contact with me, but my SA and shyness were much much worse then and I was unable to say anything or acknowledge her and eventually she stopped staring and making eye contact with me.
I do not want that to happen again so this time I forced myself to at the very least increase the temperature of the ice by giving her suggestions on her projects and making some small talk and now we are kind of friends in class at the least. Know that summer school is half over now, it is 6 weeks total, classes are 2 hours long and there are now 3 weeks left starting monday I think.
What do I do. I can't think of anything now . We get a 10 minute break in the class each day, during which most people go to the lunchroom or somewhere. I don't and neither does she or her friend or mine. I would love to ask if she wanted to go with me but I don't know how, and would be very nervous and scared to do so... and then I'm afraid thats as far as things would go, as soon as summer school ended I would never see her again. She just came in today on crutches and wearing a cast, I asked about it and said that sucks and I was really sorry, she broke her ankle. Maybe that could play in to something... ? I don't know.. I don't want to come off as weird or a creep or anything and as I said I'm EXTREMELY SCARED, I've NEVER been with a girl or had a girlfriend and I go home every day and do nothing . please help me....
The few "friends I have/had, I only see and talk to at school. Never go to or am invited to parties or anything like that, very shy and have SA. Never been with a girl or had a girlfriend and I am 16. I do not have a cell phone or drivers license and take the bus to and from school.
Right now I am taking a class in summer school, graphic design (on the computer).
The front of the room has the teachers desk and the back and two sides are lined with computers.
Originally I sat at a corner computer, with a "friend" (more of a friendly acquaintance) right next to me, and next to him an empty computer and next to that, the girl in question, and next to her a friend of hers.
Now before I go on, there is some brief info about the summer school you have to know. Basically, the way it works is that there are two highschools, in two different cities right next to eachother. Each year, the summer school alternates location between the two high schools. This year it is at the high school I do not go to. Students from both schools attend summer school at the same school but not during the year of course.
I am going to be a junior next year and the girl in question here is an incoming freshman. She is going to the opposite high school as me, so this year in summer school she is at her native summer school and I am not.
Now that you are armed with that information I will go on.
She is extremley attractive, and better yet I think she has a crush on me. I always catch her staring at me and making eye contact.
Being the shy person I am, I could not just move over to the empty computer between her and my friend, so I had to create a fake reason for it. Luckily I am very good with computers, so I just inserted an extra character into the executable file for Photoshop and illustrator, so when you tried to open them you get a not found error. My idea worked PERFECTLY, I called the teacher over and said something was wrong, he could not fix it and said I should move to the other computer
So then I would always catch her looking at me still and a lot of times staring at my screen and what I was doing, etc...
Let me state, that last year, at the beginning of the year there was another very attractive girl who I always caught staring and making eye contact with me, but my SA and shyness were much much worse then and I was unable to say anything or acknowledge her and eventually she stopped staring and making eye contact with me.
I do not want that to happen again so this time I forced myself to at the very least increase the temperature of the ice by giving her suggestions on her projects and making some small talk and now we are kind of friends in class at the least. Know that summer school is half over now, it is 6 weeks total, classes are 2 hours long and there are now 3 weeks left starting monday I think.
What do I do. I can't think of anything now . We get a 10 minute break in the class each day, during which most people go to the lunchroom or somewhere. I don't and neither does she or her friend or mine. I would love to ask if she wanted to go with me but I don't know how, and would be very nervous and scared to do so... and then I'm afraid thats as far as things would go, as soon as summer school ended I would never see her again. She just came in today on crutches and wearing a cast, I asked about it and said that sucks and I was really sorry, she broke her ankle. Maybe that could play in to something... ? I don't know.. I don't want to come off as weird or a creep or anything and as I said I'm EXTREMELY SCARED, I've NEVER been with a girl or had a girlfriend and I go home every day and do nothing . please help me....