WillBeGood
New member
I HAVE MYSPACE AND I HAVE A DECENT NUMBER OF FRIENDS AND ALL THAT STUFF BUT FOR SOME REASON IM SOMETIMES SCARED TO GO ON THE SITE .. (BEAR WITH ME BECAUSE I KNOW WHAT I FEEL BUT ITS HARD TO PUT TO WORDS) i sometimes have to force myself to log on and when i do im scared to know if i will find a comment on my page maybe i think it will be someone idk making fun of me maybe ... and it takes me to a depressed state to see other peoples pages that have a ton of friends a ton of comments and a ton of cool looking pictures with different people .. t just makes me feel like im here at home doing nothing or trying to get out of this phobia and depression while others are experiencing and enjoying life and when i finally do get over this social phobia people would already have had strong friendships and experinces while my only experience where in my head. IM SO DEPRESSED AND I FEEL LIKE SH*T .. SORRY I JUST HAD TO LET THAT OUT 