My online journey journal

[MollyBeGood]

My first time taking this test. Guess I need to look into a more professional diagnosis but this is a place to start.

 

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oh wow this vocal performance is off the chain

 

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I just fininished the final season of stranger things…Kate Bush and Metallica after my heart plus I adore Winona Ryder in anything. Proud of myself for finishing it finally haha

 

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This song never gets old

 

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Yay finally found a place to live

 

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I am so divided about making art with AI tech. Part of me loves it and part of me thinks it’s the bringing on of the anti christ. Why can’t anything be easy anymore. Like in the 80’s when the biggest choice you had was what kind of trapper keeper to buy for school LOL

 

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[BlueDays]

I am so divided about making art with AI tech. Part of me loves it and part of me thinks it’s the bringing on of the anti christ. Why can’t anything be easy anymore. Like in the 80’s when the biggest choice you had was what kind of trapper keeper to buy for school LOL

I just feel so sorry for the massive amount of people who are going to be made redundant in their jobs because of the amazingly quick developments with AI over the past few months.

It funny how many of us couldn't wait to finish school, but then after a few years, all you are wishing for is to travel back in time and would give anything to go back to when you were still in school.

 

[MollyBeGood]

I just feel so sorry for the massive amount of people who are going to be made redundant in their jobs because of the amazingly quick developments with AI over the past few months.

It funny how many of us couldn't wait to finish school, but then after a few years, all you are wishing for is to travel back in time and would give anything to go back to when you were still in school.

Hello friend

Thanks for your comment here BlueDays-You make a great point with this as it is probably the worst aspect of it, redundancy. We humans need jobs and to make feel like we are contributing and creating things for the betterment of our world or we feel lost and dissatisfied, disconnected from our meaning. It’s crazy to me also when doing my own research about this topic that it was always the manufacturing jobs, the low level jobs that no one really wanted that were at steak when people were first introduced to the AI technologies conceptually…and to see in actuality it’s (AI) first real take-down was artist and art. I studied art and have artists in my family so this really hit me personally. I however still play with it, like a toy, and still enjoy it even so because I am not limited as much with dealing with blocks and techniques I had to face learning and adjusting to that I didn’t know how to overcome. It’s most def a Love/ Hate thing I have with ai generated images.

Now also with the Chatgpt writers are being copied, like the poem I posted, anyone can get a poem or story written about anything in the voice of anyone they admire. It’s really mind blowing! I remember when there was no internet, if you wanted information you had to physically go to a library which was like my second home lol

I agree with Musk and others in that we need to give this all a pause but 6 months isn’t enough and the genie is definitely already out of the bottle.



Things were so much simpler for people growing up in then70’s and 80’s. I believe they had a lot of this technology since the 50’s or before but it was behind closed doors and not for the general public. Now that they have “released the beast”, both literary and figurative, we are on the fast track to UBI and Skynet imo it’s also kinda beautifully biblical so there’s that, like we are building our Tower of Babel again… waiting for our creator God to put us in our place. The people that have made this advanced technology are people who want to be Gods themselves, they call themselves Transhumanists, and are trying to avoid death ultimately. They don’t want to be faced with the final judgment when they die so they have to stay alive forever, which is impossible but they will try.



I personally have no desire to live forever in this broken and fallen place. No thank you, I’ll pass

 

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I find this convo fascinating! It’s so good to hear people discussing this from a Take a Step Back and reassess things manor.

 

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My new therapist is incredible I am so excited for our weekly session’s now. I can’t believe how life affirming a good therapist can actually be. Doesn’t hurt as well that she incorporates horses into her practice and it takes place in a barn! I haven’t started equine therapy yet but as I come and go from the regular sessions I can hang out with the horses and that alone is making me feel so grounded and happy. Amazing luck to have this opportunity ahead of me. So thankful for the help.

 

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July by Noah Cyrus

I've been holding my breath
I've been counting to ten
Over something you said
I've been holding back tears
While you're throwing back beers
I'm alone in bed
You know I, I'm afraid of change
Guess that's why we stay the same
So tell me to leave
I'll pack my bags, get on the road
Find someone that loves you
Better than I do, darling, I know
'Cause you remind me every day
I'm not enough, but I still stay
Feels like a lifetime
Just trying to get by while we're dying inside
I've done a lot of things wrong
Loving you being one
But I can't move on
You know I, I'm afraid of change
Guess that's why we stay the same
So tell me to leave
I'll pack my bags, get on the road
Find someone that loves you
Better than I do, darling, I know
'Cause you remind me every day
I'm not enough, but I still stay
If you want me to leave
Then tell me to leave and baby I'll go
You remind me every day
I'm not enough, but I still stay

 

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I am on a collage kick lately. I really love how free I feel when making them.

 

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Horse dreams collage

 

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I am so freakin happy, I have the best therapist I could have ever wished for. She gets me like a best friend, and gives the best advice and listens so well. Also she wants to really help me. It’s not bullshit like some people in that profession. She has offered to help me in ways I could have not imagined and it’s only visit 3. Thank you God for bringing her into my life. I even cried in front of her twice now, the second cry was from a place I didn’t know I could ever expose to another human, it was so deep and so personal and so cathartic. Amazing lady that has come into my life. I am floored at my blessing to finally be getting some real help.
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