I dunno.. just feeling pain, tiredness, and a sense of dread due to hopelessness. when I try to think of a way out of my "problems" my mind either just goes blank, or thinks of something that might be highly unlikely. and the discomfort is just.............................................blah
and a blank mind just drives me nuts. why? because its just... empty. biological reaction.
I just need some much needed sleep I guess which has been F*CKING EXTREMELEY HARHD/.