kt2222
Active member
2008 uh.. wow what a year the year in which my SA agoraphobia and panic attacks decided to go in to over drive after suffering 4 years it finally got the better of me.
i started posting on this site a couple of months back hoping for some answers and maybe some help and even some hope.
which i found, but what i did find was people like myself in the same mind frame as myself. and unfortunatly what i read here scared me because it was my thoughts said by others and the worst thing with out meaning any offence was at how silly it all sounded, in someways it gave me an outsiders point of view. the desperation the weakness that has over whelmed us with this condition is so sad
but i realised after reading many post and having a good long look in to my own life. but are many of us choosing to live this way.. who can remember what we were like before this all struck us? are we so use to leaving this way that we cant imagine life any other way.
do you all no who you really are ... or is your idea of recovered the image of that 'normal' person you aspire to.
but is that picture of normal ever going to be You?
simply my last post is because im no longer a sufferer of this... it is who i am part of my personality part of my life.
im going to build on what i have live with this as part of me. why cant i be nervous in crowded places why because it;s not the excepted status of normal why isnt it normal?? etc...what if you choose to stop battling it saw it as a challenge
your life is really only in our hands.
i hope you all have wonderfull 2009 x
i started posting on this site a couple of months back hoping for some answers and maybe some help and even some hope.
which i found, but what i did find was people like myself in the same mind frame as myself. and unfortunatly what i read here scared me because it was my thoughts said by others and the worst thing with out meaning any offence was at how silly it all sounded, in someways it gave me an outsiders point of view. the desperation the weakness that has over whelmed us with this condition is so sad
but i realised after reading many post and having a good long look in to my own life. but are many of us choosing to live this way.. who can remember what we were like before this all struck us? are we so use to leaving this way that we cant imagine life any other way.do you all no who you really are ... or is your idea of recovered the image of that 'normal' person you aspire to.
but is that picture of normal ever going to be You?
simply my last post is because im no longer a sufferer of this... it is who i am part of my personality part of my life.
im going to build on what i have live with this as part of me. why cant i be nervous in crowded places why because it;s not the excepted status of normal why isnt it normal?? etc...what if you choose to stop battling it saw it as a challenge
your life is really only in our hands.
i hope you all have wonderfull 2009 x
