KVCC
Well-known member
Hey guys...
right so i know im pretty depressed all the time, i mean sometimes its really random but sometimes i just feel like im ugly or wont do good in life(you've probably heard it all before..)
Also ever since about 5th grade about 50% of my teachers(at least 1-2 every year) will say they "worry" about me and they think im sad(i put my head down a lot in class)..
Lately though i think its getting worse, my anxiety has gotten worse but not might much. I haven't gotten more depressed per say, but i've lost interest in basically my only hobbies.
I used to play guitar and i have been playing for 2 years(and got pretty good), no i have NO interest to play it at all... im not more busy or anything....
I was on my school's sport team, which i promised myself i would stick through highschool, yet i QUIT just a few days ago and i cant even tell myself why. Im telling myself its because i dont think im strong enough to handle it(it's wrestling...which is EXTREMELY hard if you've done it)
My parents found out and told me whenever anything gets hard I just quit :[....
Is my depression getting worse or am I just changing interests? The only thing i have stuck with all these years is playing video games(which I do A LOT), and sleeping/computer is all i do besides games really.
I never really get anything better then Ds or Cs during school either.
right so i know im pretty depressed all the time, i mean sometimes its really random but sometimes i just feel like im ugly or wont do good in life(you've probably heard it all before..)
Also ever since about 5th grade about 50% of my teachers(at least 1-2 every year) will say they "worry" about me and they think im sad(i put my head down a lot in class)..
Lately though i think its getting worse, my anxiety has gotten worse but not might much. I haven't gotten more depressed per say, but i've lost interest in basically my only hobbies.
I used to play guitar and i have been playing for 2 years(and got pretty good), no i have NO interest to play it at all... im not more busy or anything....
I was on my school's sport team, which i promised myself i would stick through highschool, yet i QUIT just a few days ago and i cant even tell myself why. Im telling myself its because i dont think im strong enough to handle it(it's wrestling...which is EXTREMELY hard if you've done it)
My parents found out and told me whenever anything gets hard I just quit :[....
Is my depression getting worse or am I just changing interests? The only thing i have stuck with all these years is playing video games(which I do A LOT), and sleeping/computer is all i do besides games really.
I never really get anything better then Ds or Cs during school either.
