tommydog
Well-known member
hey everyone
currently im working as a fencer. Iv done this job various times before, but havnt done it for about a year, up until this week. Matter of fact, i havnt done much of anything for about a yer :lol:
So anyway, hands have gotten soft again, not to mention work ethic has gone out the window, laziness has gone up to redline.
Iv found that i'v been having short stints of feeling great at work, but mostly im either mildly anxious, i rather grudgingly working .. sometimes i just plain out fuckin hate it.
However, when i come home, i feel absolutely fantastic. And i mean, like the best iv ever felt. Very confident, very happy, and very chirpy. Because iv dug fuckin holes and mixed concrete and gotten covered in shit for 8 hours, but then i get home and i feel great that i did it and i feel alot of pride in myself.
Just thought id let you guys know .... it might be helpful for some of you
the contrast in my thinking is incredible though .. i mean at work, particularly toward the end of the day .. im all fuck this, fuck that, motherfucker, :lol: and then i get home, my attitude goes right to the other end of the spectrum, everything is roses, and im like completely optimistic its great :lol:
a long time ago i once read this self help book, and the guy in it said something i still havnt forgotten, because it is absolutely true ....
"when you do the hard things, life becomes easy"
currently im working as a fencer. Iv done this job various times before, but havnt done it for about a year, up until this week. Matter of fact, i havnt done much of anything for about a yer :lol:
So anyway, hands have gotten soft again, not to mention work ethic has gone out the window, laziness has gone up to redline.
Iv found that i'v been having short stints of feeling great at work, but mostly im either mildly anxious, i rather grudgingly working .. sometimes i just plain out fuckin hate it.
However, when i come home, i feel absolutely fantastic. And i mean, like the best iv ever felt. Very confident, very happy, and very chirpy. Because iv dug fuckin holes and mixed concrete and gotten covered in shit for 8 hours, but then i get home and i feel great that i did it and i feel alot of pride in myself.
Just thought id let you guys know .... it might be helpful for some of you
the contrast in my thinking is incredible though .. i mean at work, particularly toward the end of the day .. im all fuck this, fuck that, motherfucker, :lol: and then i get home, my attitude goes right to the other end of the spectrum, everything is roses, and im like completely optimistic its great :lol:
a long time ago i once read this self help book, and the guy in it said something i still havnt forgotten, because it is absolutely true ....
"when you do the hard things, life becomes easy"