Prescious
Active member
Today how I am feeling is mediocre pronounced mee-dee-oh-ker
I didn't work today. There was no work today I'm not feeling good about that. Although I can work when I want and although I make money doing
autosurfs investing and such, I still miss the kids sometimes. They are
very therapuedic for me. Let me tell you something guys about kids, did
you know that kids are little angels? I mean there are plenty of times that
I can remember being sad and depressed and feeling hopeless and did you know that children that I don't even know on the streets or in the school would just come up to me and give me a hug for no reason at all. And I don't even know these children. I'm telling you they are god's little messengers.
Anyway, yesterday I was feeling happy out of the blue and I started praising god and stuff. The day before that, I was sad. On Monday I was a little happy again. I am tired of all these emotions in me. Um my schedule for today is to stay in and watch kung fu movies, then at 10am watch The Peoples Court At 1pm I'll watch Days of our Lives. At 2pm I'll watch Passions the soap opera. You must have Directv satellite in order to watch Passions. Then I'll probably make some phones calls.
Then I will be google searching this new laptop that I want to buy it's from HP. Oh man is this laptop hot. It has touch screen and a swivel screen. Also 250 gigabyte hard drive and 3mb of ram memory plus it has Vista Premium and loaded with a whole lot of other stuff. This is truly a gaming laptop. I need a laptop with high speeds and stuff with all the work at home stuff I do on the computer. I sometimes do some paid to clicks also. Anyway did you know that if you guys have cable tv or satellite tv that with this laptop if you attached a wireless Belkin router to it, that you can pick up your cable tv channels from anywhere on the planet. Meaning you will be able to watch your cable tv on this laptop from anywhere on the planet. AWESOME. RADICAL yawl. Here is the site. Actually talking about this laptop kind of lifts up my spirits right now: http://www.webtechgeek.com/Tech-Toys-Gadget/01-05-2008/HP-Pavilion-TX1420US-Notebook-PC.htm
Oh btw, I don't know where you guys live but did you know that Compusa
is going out of business? Yeah if you guys live within the 50 states then you know Compusa is an electronic store that sells everything from computers to tvs, to routers, phones, printers, scanners, etc...
Anyway they will be completely out of business by the end of next month
but their laptops are pricing down like crazy. I mean I was just there yesterday and their Sony Vaio went from $1100 to $800 and it's going to keep getting lower. Their HP's will all the specs I told you about, has been priced down to $764. I mean like hello people. That is the lowest in history
And it will get lower. The only reason why i didn't get their HP is because
it didn't have the touch screen that I want. But OMG guys you better run and hurry, they stuff is pricing down and selling like hot cakes
Alright guys, I will be back later to let you know how I feel. P.s, I am not
on any medication. I used to take medications when I had insurance. Now I do not have any insurance and I would have to reapply however in a way it is not so much of an issue for me because when I used to take Zoloft, Prozac, Paxil, Buspar, Seroqual, Effexor and such, I always had side effects. Prozac worked for about 3 months then stopped. Buspar did help but I think it stopped working or I had to increase the dosage or something. Effexor made my vagina bleed. I think it was really making my stomach bleed and it was just coming out of my vagina. Seroqual lost it's effectiveness and probably the dosage needed to be increased but come on guys. How long do we have to keep increasing our dosage. To 5000mg? It's ridiculous. all these medications has side effects so I decided to go cold turkey and try to change my eating habits because I feel that all of our problems that we are having is due to what we are eating. Try drinking Chamomile tea and Valerian root.
Anyway guys I will be back later to give you an update on my emotions. Thanks
I didn't work today. There was no work today I'm not feeling good about that. Although I can work when I want and although I make money doing
autosurfs investing and such, I still miss the kids sometimes. They are
very therapuedic for me. Let me tell you something guys about kids, did
you know that kids are little angels? I mean there are plenty of times that
I can remember being sad and depressed and feeling hopeless and did you know that children that I don't even know on the streets or in the school would just come up to me and give me a hug for no reason at all. And I don't even know these children. I'm telling you they are god's little messengers.
Anyway, yesterday I was feeling happy out of the blue and I started praising god and stuff. The day before that, I was sad. On Monday I was a little happy again. I am tired of all these emotions in me. Um my schedule for today is to stay in and watch kung fu movies, then at 10am watch The Peoples Court At 1pm I'll watch Days of our Lives. At 2pm I'll watch Passions the soap opera. You must have Directv satellite in order to watch Passions. Then I'll probably make some phones calls.
Then I will be google searching this new laptop that I want to buy it's from HP. Oh man is this laptop hot. It has touch screen and a swivel screen. Also 250 gigabyte hard drive and 3mb of ram memory plus it has Vista Premium and loaded with a whole lot of other stuff. This is truly a gaming laptop. I need a laptop with high speeds and stuff with all the work at home stuff I do on the computer. I sometimes do some paid to clicks also. Anyway did you know that if you guys have cable tv or satellite tv that with this laptop if you attached a wireless Belkin router to it, that you can pick up your cable tv channels from anywhere on the planet. Meaning you will be able to watch your cable tv on this laptop from anywhere on the planet. AWESOME. RADICAL yawl. Here is the site. Actually talking about this laptop kind of lifts up my spirits right now: http://www.webtechgeek.com/Tech-Toys-Gadget/01-05-2008/HP-Pavilion-TX1420US-Notebook-PC.htm
Oh btw, I don't know where you guys live but did you know that Compusa
is going out of business? Yeah if you guys live within the 50 states then you know Compusa is an electronic store that sells everything from computers to tvs, to routers, phones, printers, scanners, etc...
Anyway they will be completely out of business by the end of next month
but their laptops are pricing down like crazy. I mean I was just there yesterday and their Sony Vaio went from $1100 to $800 and it's going to keep getting lower. Their HP's will all the specs I told you about, has been priced down to $764. I mean like hello people. That is the lowest in history
And it will get lower. The only reason why i didn't get their HP is because
it didn't have the touch screen that I want. But OMG guys you better run and hurry, they stuff is pricing down and selling like hot cakes
Alright guys, I will be back later to let you know how I feel. P.s, I am not
on any medication. I used to take medications when I had insurance. Now I do not have any insurance and I would have to reapply however in a way it is not so much of an issue for me because when I used to take Zoloft, Prozac, Paxil, Buspar, Seroqual, Effexor and such, I always had side effects. Prozac worked for about 3 months then stopped. Buspar did help but I think it stopped working or I had to increase the dosage or something. Effexor made my vagina bleed. I think it was really making my stomach bleed and it was just coming out of my vagina. Seroqual lost it's effectiveness and probably the dosage needed to be increased but come on guys. How long do we have to keep increasing our dosage. To 5000mg? It's ridiculous. all these medications has side effects so I decided to go cold turkey and try to change my eating habits because I feel that all of our problems that we are having is due to what we are eating. Try drinking Chamomile tea and Valerian root.
Anyway guys I will be back later to give you an update on my emotions. Thanks