So this was it: Christmas Eve, I decided I had to make a change in my life. So, since that night, I have worked out every single night (in my cold, dark basement, of course), treadmill, weights, whatever, ate no junk food, only vegetarian healthy food, no smoking wacky stuff, no drinking 8O . Healthy body, healthy mind, right???????????? Well, it didn't fuckin work. Today, I had the worst day I've had in a very long time (anxiety wise). So what gives?