tooshytosay
Well-known member
I don't know, perhaps the generally lonely and relationship-less life I lead predisposes me to this.
In life, you meet people that are "friendly" to you out of sheer politeness / professionalism. Yet I keep interpreting such friendliness as having deep "personal" ramifications!
I know such thinking is wrong.. but I just can't help myself from making them - because it just 'happens' at an emotional level inside me.
When the cashier asks "how are you today", to them that is routine kindness. To me, it feels as if someone is genuinely interested in me and my life.
When a girl looks at me and says "thank you" for holding a door open for them - it does not mean she wants to go out with me.
When someone working in the service industry is "nice" and "kind" to you - it's because you're their customer, not (necessarily) because they like you as a person.
When you spend time together working with colleagues - it does not necessarily mean there exists between you a personal 'friendship'.
I mean sure, a very few of such encounters may lead to true relationships / friendships - but a vast majority will not, and most people expect them not to. My problem is that I expect EVERY little social interaction to have 'deep' meaning - and I just can't seem to break out of such thinking.
What it does in the end is that I feel more nervous / shy around these people because my imaginations are running wild amidst completely untrue assumptions about who they are in relation to me. And thus my behaviour / speech becomes more and more "out of this world", because well, that's what I end up doing - dramatically misinterpreting situations.
In life, you meet people that are "friendly" to you out of sheer politeness / professionalism. Yet I keep interpreting such friendliness as having deep "personal" ramifications!
I know such thinking is wrong.. but I just can't help myself from making them - because it just 'happens' at an emotional level inside me.
When the cashier asks "how are you today", to them that is routine kindness. To me, it feels as if someone is genuinely interested in me and my life.
When a girl looks at me and says "thank you" for holding a door open for them - it does not mean she wants to go out with me.
When someone working in the service industry is "nice" and "kind" to you - it's because you're their customer, not (necessarily) because they like you as a person.
When you spend time together working with colleagues - it does not necessarily mean there exists between you a personal 'friendship'.
I mean sure, a very few of such encounters may lead to true relationships / friendships - but a vast majority will not, and most people expect them not to. My problem is that I expect EVERY little social interaction to have 'deep' meaning - and I just can't seem to break out of such thinking.
What it does in the end is that I feel more nervous / shy around these people because my imaginations are running wild amidst completely untrue assumptions about who they are in relation to me. And thus my behaviour / speech becomes more and more "out of this world", because well, that's what I end up doing - dramatically misinterpreting situations.