AtTheGates
Banned
in my younger years (up until I was about 20-21) I had a few freinds that were basically "fake" friends. WHen we hung out they would act like we were cool with eachother but then later I eventually started hearing that they were making fun of me/talking shit behind my back..as if they didnt even consider me a true freind at all...this has happened to me with different people all through-out my youth up until the point where I ended up having too many trust issues and just decided to write off what was left of my "freinds"...now I dont have any friends at all but eventually I want to start trying to have a social life again but I need to figure out a way to tell who's real and who's "fake"....I hate THINKING someone is my friend when they just consider me to be some dork that they talk to when they're bored or have no one else to hang out with..like im just a last resort for them. I dont have time for fake people like that. people can be extremely deceptive. I just wish there was some way to filter the fake people out of my life before I start to trust them.