Lost in my conscience.


I have been trying to get out of this loop of feeling lost. I have been waking up everyday lost not knowing what im doing in life. i have an idea of what i wanna do, but im afraid to make the commitment and meanwhile continue to do nothing and feel lost. I always put myself down to make me feel better, but i think its not working anymore and im feeling worse. i wanna change so much in this world. Its like i know what i want to do, but at the same time i dont. I respond i dont know to alot of questions, and i just feeling lost completely. I dont know if anyone has felt this way before, or if anyone gets what im trying to say. Ah my brain is fried. I also have been having trouble recalling things, like i forget, or its just like my conscience is empty. PLEASE HELP WITH ANY ADVICE!