nowherewoman
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I like this forum from what I've seen but a lot of it is a bunch of 20 year old guys complaining that they are still virgins. Not hating-I went through that phase myself in my early 20s-but I'm 36 now, live alone with my cats, worried about what I'll do when my mother dies and I'm truly alone, going to appointments weekly and trying my best to claw my way out of this hell that is extreme social anxiety.
NO ONE I know in real life can relate to this. I'd much rather be mentally challenged like my sister because at least they have plenty of peers to socialize and empathize with. I feel like the social anxiety is bad enough, but life continues to issue out little punishments randomly throughout the day just to be sure you're paying attention. Like being the only woman in church to not receive a flower on Mother's Day. Like having your mentally challenged sister get her first boyfriend and leave you behind. Like not having anyone to co-sign a used car you need because no one likes you enough to do that.
I guess my point is that I'm looking for people who can relate to my feelings and problems. Does anyone want to write to me? Or is there a place that's more appropriate to ask that? This post was actually my mother's idea if you want to know the truth. I've tried making friends online throughout the years and it hasn't really worked out. The person usually quits writing fairly early on. But humans are social animals, so I just keep trying. Anybody wanna be fwands?? :alone:
P.S. Oh, my email is [email protected] if anyone wants to write me.
NO ONE I know in real life can relate to this. I'd much rather be mentally challenged like my sister because at least they have plenty of peers to socialize and empathize with. I feel like the social anxiety is bad enough, but life continues to issue out little punishments randomly throughout the day just to be sure you're paying attention. Like being the only woman in church to not receive a flower on Mother's Day. Like having your mentally challenged sister get her first boyfriend and leave you behind. Like not having anyone to co-sign a used car you need because no one likes you enough to do that.
I guess my point is that I'm looking for people who can relate to my feelings and problems. Does anyone want to write to me? Or is there a place that's more appropriate to ask that? This post was actually my mother's idea if you want to know the truth. I've tried making friends online throughout the years and it hasn't really worked out. The person usually quits writing fairly early on. But humans are social animals, so I just keep trying. Anybody wanna be fwands?? :alone:
P.S. Oh, my email is [email protected] if anyone wants to write me.