Living in my mind killing me

[MoonBoom]

I try. I try to be there. I try to give you what you want. Be who I am, in the confines of myself I can't express correctly.
You see me as you want. See me as how I act in front of you. Tell your friends, spread gossip. Make an image of me that YOU know and understand, but the reality is, I can make you think anything I want you to think.
But you choose to see the me that I am in a false reality.
Only I know myself apparently. I wish you did too. But why is that so hard...
I don't want to be alone forever. I want help. From you. But you don't see me. Because I don't show it.
So life will continue. You as you. And me as me.

I love you

 

[this_portrait]

Sounds very poetic.

I can relate to that a lot, though. I've had very similar thoughts, and still do from time to time.

Hope things look up for you. Take care.