live from paye

paye

paye

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live from paye (SA in university)

hi fellas, you know i have social anxiety.

my uni. gona start this monday.

now i'm in a dorm. a lot of people here.

i'm dyin now. can't even think about school. **** **** ****.

now i gotta hide this but i'll let u know about my uni life.
 
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Marianne.

Marianne.

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Aww, I hope you start to feel better over the weekend, paye, and your anxiety decreases.

I never went to Uni but I guess it must be scary for most people, but, of course, a hell of a lot worse for socially anxious people like us.

But good luck, I hope it goes well for you on Monday.
 
mattbarneswillkillu

mattbarneswillkillu

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Don't Hide!
I'll be entering my 5th year and i've put myself in situations I didn't want to be in. I just realized that when you start hiding it could come apart of who you are. You are a strong person, you will be able to deal with and bounce back from a lot of different experiences. Your time there will come and go, you'll have good days and not so good days. But whatever you do don't hide
 
paye

paye

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i'm here again.

i just visited to lobby to socialize but it seems everone socialize on facebook.

i have 1 fb friend in my new school, never seen him since morning. he is my roommate.
 
paye

paye

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09/21

thank u so much @Marianne, that was really helpful and comfortable.

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i went to school yesterday and meet three people (yay!)

i walk into class and just sat down to empty chair without looking at anyone.

then one of three guys just came and held out is hand. we met. then other two guys did the same thing.

i was little nervous and my hands were shaking but they don't really care.

grateful to them. MILLION TIMES.

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in class, i have a lot of things to say about our subject but even thinking to speak made me blush. so i keep quiet.

then i noticed a girl who from time to time looking at me.

i never really look her in the face, i just act like didn't notice her.


i also saw her on the bus. still didn't talk to her.

now i'm regret. because we were alone and there is no such a way to have this opportunity again.

no, i don2t think so.

09/22

yesterday was hard.

i sat down next to a girl and never talk her.

some student hand me a paper to give another student. i did it. my hands didn't shake.

i get little blush but i think i hide it.

09/23

today is not so much. i realized my room mates know a lot of things about each other.

nothing about me.

09/26

dear friends from SFW, why don't you talk to me?
 
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