That certainly blows. Life can suck a lot more than that though. Do you have any hobbies?
I also do not have friends, but I able to keep my mind of things like that whenever I play oldskool video games or when I read comics. If you have somthing like that you can have somthing to talk about or have a reason to go out. IE to get more games, parts, more comics, accesories.
ALSO: whenever I feel lonely I try the chat box, it's more active at night say after 7, but then I get to bring this stuff up and talk about hobbies. It's been pretty good for me. I talk about a lot of stuff in there. A lot of fun people in there too. You've been here for a year so I imagine you've been there at least once.