alex29
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i went out of the house today for two hours. its the only time i left the house and was social all week. while i was out everyone was talking about what they were doing and i just had nothing to say. when i left everyone else had places to be and im here online on a friday night. it felt nice to see people again, to make people laugh, to hear they were happy to see me...but it makes me wonder why they dont think to call and say hi?? its not like im in anotehr country....
i feel really lonely. i dont want to be around a bunch of people, ive always prefered smaller groups. i find them more intimate, and i am more confident in them. but even when im in these groups i feel lonely in thought...like no one understands me. i feel ignored and excluded. on the rare occasion someone does include me in something i feel like im being a burden to them.
what i would love more than anything is a companion. i just want to be able to call someone up and go some place...to not feel like im bothering them! i want someone who i can hug and not have it be awkward. i want to be close to someone both socially and physically
i dont feel loved, or wanted, and i think im boring. im moderately depressed and ive lost interest in a lot of things i used to be really into. i dont have any hobbies and have little motivation to pursue anything new
i feel really lonely. i dont want to be around a bunch of people, ive always prefered smaller groups. i find them more intimate, and i am more confident in them. but even when im in these groups i feel lonely in thought...like no one understands me. i feel ignored and excluded. on the rare occasion someone does include me in something i feel like im being a burden to them.
what i would love more than anything is a companion. i just want to be able to call someone up and go some place...to not feel like im bothering them! i want someone who i can hug and not have it be awkward. i want to be close to someone both socially and physically
i dont feel loved, or wanted, and i think im boring. im moderately depressed and ive lost interest in a lot of things i used to be really into. i dont have any hobbies and have little motivation to pursue anything new