no1
Banned
ok well. I go to school. I'm trying to go out and stuff. But what if you DO go out (because you have to) but you don't, take walks for instance.
taking walks around here is SO embarrassing for me. Trust me I have taken walks. What am I supposed to do!? I'll run around in circles, in public. I'll look like a loner. People WILL make fun of me, either that or feel pity.
Am I being too idealistic thinking that if people will see me lonely, they will go out of their way to talk to me?
I dont think anyone will. They will either make fun of me, or just not care, or just pity me, but not help.
So it doesn't matter if I go outside or not. I alrady have. and I feel like shit every single time. I appear like shit, I duno.
Maybe if I can get some sleep I can start exercising more like I used to, and continue until I get really muscular and sh*t.
taking walks around here is SO embarrassing for me. Trust me I have taken walks. What am I supposed to do!? I'll run around in circles, in public. I'll look like a loner. People WILL make fun of me, either that or feel pity.
Am I being too idealistic thinking that if people will see me lonely, they will go out of their way to talk to me?
I dont think anyone will. They will either make fun of me, or just not care, or just pity me, but not help.
So it doesn't matter if I go outside or not. I alrady have. and I feel like shit every single time. I appear like shit, I duno.
Maybe if I can get some sleep I can start exercising more like I used to, and continue until I get really muscular and sh*t.
