Ive had it...

[loner45]

I've had it........
Who the hell cares what happens to me? Everything I've tried to do, has failed. I really need someone to talk to, but who? Some therapist who charges 150.00 to 250.00 per hour or session (which I don't have the money or a healthcare plan to cover)

Who do I share my pain and anguish with?

I need a way to end all of this pain and grief. NOW!!

I guess the sleeping pills will have to do.

Good Bye.......

 

[lally]

You can talk to me - I have no else to talk to and maybe we could help each either, ya know?

 

[loner45]

I haven't done it yet....

Still scared, I guess. Bought the pills, had them next to the bed, but couldn't take them. I don't feel any better. I still have this feeling of despair.

I'm trying to find some support online while I still can. Looking for people who I can talk to. I know I need help, but where?

The pain is so bad, I don't know what to do anymore.

 

[phoenix1]

Hi loner,

It might not be much, but you can talk to me. Email me, send me a message or I can give you my AIM name if you use that.

Hang in there. I know what its like to be that position

 

[maggie]

I haven't done it yet....

Still scared, I guess. Bought the pills, had them next to the bed, but couldn't take them. I don't feel any better. I still have this feeling of despair.

I'm trying to find some support online while I still can. Looking for people who I can talk to. I know I need help, but where?

The pain is so bad, I don't know what to do anymore.

hi loner45..(((((hugs))))) sorry you're feeling so low..and i'm really glad you didn't take the sleeping pills. I know this anxiety we all feel can cause deep depression and loneliness..but just try to hold out some hope in yourself, that tomorrow could feel a little better..and we're all here if you need to talk.

 

[prince1]

Dude no offence but this forum is for people of all ages, there is children who come on this forum and they will be shocked and scarred by what they have just read. But there is deppression forums http://www.depressionforums.org/forums/index.php

 

[loner45]

I'm sorry if I've offended anyone or scared off anyone.
That wasn't my intention at all.
I'm sorry.
I'll take my troubles elsewhere...........

 

[loner45]

bye..........

 

[jayo]

Don't leave the forum.

Vent your feelings on this site as much as you want.

Prince - Anyone on this site is familiar with the darker recesses of
human thinking and behaviour!

Stay in the game Loner 45!

 

[prince1]

Don't leave the forum.

Vent your feelings on this site as much as you want.

Prince - Anyone on this site is familiar with the darker recesses of
human thinking and behaviour!

Stay in the game Loner 45!

No thats not true, children are unaware of the mental illnesses that we face when older. Im just saying that it could be frightening for a child to see such a post, I know i would of been.
iLoner45 - Im not saying leave and no one is offended by your post, i was just simply saying it seemed a little scary, by all means do post about your feelings etc but it was just the bit about popping them pill to end it.

 

[emmdee]

LONER455555..i care what happens to you!
You can talk to me if you want, i'm feeling the exact same way and have no one else. You can find my e-mail on my profile. =]

Anyways, Prince, that's really not fair. For one, this is a help forum, and you should be able to vent your troubles on here as long as you stick to the topic of Social Anxiety. There have been other posts like this on here. There have been posts talking of sex, drugs, and quite a bit of swearing for a forum (which i am not used to haha)...I mean, what child do you think would find this website anyways?! I didn't even know social anxiety existed until about a few months ago.
I'm not picking a fight or anything, i am just stating that it's a bit unfair for you to say that, and you are driving him off this forum and into the sleeping pills. Don't do that. =[

 

[phoenix1]

Prince,

I know you probably meant well and had good intentions. You seem like a good person too, but c'mon man think a little before you write something like that. How would you feel if you cried out for help and someone told you that you need to watch what you say and that you should maybe go to another forum?

What you say is quite absurd as well. Worry about children knowing about popping pills? Put on the news and I believe you will hear something about anna nicole smith or about some burned out actor or actress. My god though, there is alot worse things then the idea of mental problems and pills. Mental problems are the reality of life of every single person at one point in their lives. The more they learn about it all, the better. I dont know what happened in your life to make you so afraid of mental illnesses, but this is a 'mental illness' website and the little children (if there are any) come to learn about life, not come to be censored.

 

[jayo]

Prince - What type of children are looking at this site?

You're giving an impression that innocent bystanders are becoming
shocked by this language.

That's well of the mark - "children" who access this site are well aware of where social phobia can lead you and in darker times suicide is one of those options.

Children also access websites on drugs, weight issues and image issues where ending it is a constant feature.

 

[SocialRetahd]

We should get a "fake suicide" forum, where people can pretend to commit suicide over the internet all they want!

 

[loner45]

For one thing, I didn't want to start any trouble her at all.
I'm sorry if I did offend any member here.
That's why I rather not be on a forum like this, people are too judgemental, and think that someone is BSing here.

I'm really fighting demons here and I thought by coming here could help. But I see that isn't happening. I'm not to point where I want to end it, but I've really had it.


You won't be seeing me here anymore, and to some they'll say "good riddance" Who wants to hear from someone that is near the brink, or near the end of their rope. Guess I'll have to still battle these demons ALONE.

See Ya!

 

[prince1]

Ok, i admit i was in the wrong to say such a thing, i suppose children will have to face up to it someday so why not when young.

SocialRetahd - just wondering who the comment was being directed at? ''We should get a "fake suicide" forum, where people can pretend to commit suicide over the internet all they want!''

 

[Tryin]

For one thing, I didn't want to start any trouble her at all.
I'm sorry if I did offend any member here.
That's why I rather not be on a forum like this, people are too judgemental, and think that someone is BSing here.

I'm really fighting demons here and I thought by coming here could help. But I see that isn't happening. I'm not to point where I want to end it, but I've really had it.


You won't be seeing me here anymore, and to some they'll say "good riddance" Who wants to hear from someone that is near the brink, or near the end of their rope. Guess I'll have to still battle these demons ALONE.

See Ya!

Hey hey hey hey hey. Please man don't you leave. I'm sure that Prince didn't mean to judge you or make you feel unwelcome. Really, there are people on this site who DO care about you. We could all battle our demons together. Anytime you'll want to share a thing or two (no matter how negative (or shocking for eventual kids going by, lol) the thing would be) you are most welcome.

PS: What is BSing?