Fredscars
Well-known member
err..hi
i have panick/anxiety attacks quite reguarly...sometimes up to 3 times a week, but at the moemnt it has calmed down and ive havent had one in the last two weeks (wooooooooo!! )
but the ones i have tend to be at school. i begin feeling fidgety, looking around me constantly. after about 5 mins i struggle to breathe and will just have to get out of where ever. i find myself some corner (it has to be a corner where i feel safer) and i cry/ scream depending on the intesity of it. if anyone touhces me i scream at them. in the worst attacks i lose any recognition of where i am and who people are. i do not recongise anyone. a few times i have hit out at mates who have been around me. All i feel is amazingly alone, scared..and the pain. there is so much pain.
but its not physical..you know you can just tell?
often i cant remember much of the attack after ive had one so its only from talking to friends that ive got a detailed account of my actions. i can always remember how ive felt though.
my form tutor gave me some advice on breathing to try and calm myself down when i can feel one coming on, but now i find this almost speeds them up as it brings back the memories of the previous attacks
*shurgs*
im just desperate for some kind of advice, as they are interrupting my lessons, and school life in general. Also my habit of hitting anyone that touhces me worries me alot, what if i hit a teacher? or a small child...
i have panick/anxiety attacks quite reguarly...sometimes up to 3 times a week, but at the moemnt it has calmed down and ive havent had one in the last two weeks (wooooooooo!! )
but the ones i have tend to be at school. i begin feeling fidgety, looking around me constantly. after about 5 mins i struggle to breathe and will just have to get out of where ever. i find myself some corner (it has to be a corner where i feel safer) and i cry/ scream depending on the intesity of it. if anyone touhces me i scream at them. in the worst attacks i lose any recognition of where i am and who people are. i do not recongise anyone. a few times i have hit out at mates who have been around me. All i feel is amazingly alone, scared..and the pain. there is so much pain.
but its not physical..you know you can just tell?
often i cant remember much of the attack after ive had one so its only from talking to friends that ive got a detailed account of my actions. i can always remember how ive felt though.
my form tutor gave me some advice on breathing to try and calm myself down when i can feel one coming on, but now i find this almost speeds them up as it brings back the memories of the previous attacks
*shurgs*
im just desperate for some kind of advice, as they are interrupting my lessons, and school life in general. Also my habit of hitting anyone that touhces me worries me alot, what if i hit a teacher? or a small child...