jigglypuff
Well-known member
I want to start off by saying I love my friends and I appreciate the friendship
but every time I'm around them my self esteem goes down 'cause they're all better than me I don't know they're all these good looking smart outgoing people and then there's me this depress anxiously social blob
I feel like it's better just not to have them around I don't know I feel like I hold them back or something like I'm just a burden
I'm too scared to talk about my feelings with them because i'll just be wasting their time...
I mean they seem better off without me
I just want to be left alone with my miserable self like that I wont bother anyone
to be honest I don't have many friendships I only have 4 friends and they seem okay with out me
I wont be miss and I'm okay with that
but I don't know what do you guise think ?
but every time I'm around them my self esteem goes down 'cause they're all better than me I don't know they're all these good looking smart outgoing people and then there's me this depress anxiously social blob
I feel like it's better just not to have them around I don't know I feel like I hold them back or something like I'm just a burden
I'm too scared to talk about my feelings with them because i'll just be wasting their time...
I mean they seem better off without me
I just want to be left alone with my miserable self like that I wont bother anyone
to be honest I don't have many friendships I only have 4 friends and they seem okay with out me
I wont be miss and I'm okay with that
but I don't know what do you guise think ?