Iam.myhair
Member
First of all.. Let me start by saying that my name is Brent.
Okay.. now that THAT is out of the way.
BY THE WAY THIS IS LONG, I KNOW.. BUT READ IT ANYWAY!!!!!
Okay so.. I guess I will post individual issues from my past and present.
I guess I will talk about the issues from my past.. Okay. When I was little I would always have to pull my shirt down really far in the back, I was OBSESSED with the little mermaid (and barbies) and I would always cling to a certain characet (for example.. "Blossom" from the powerpuff girls)
So my mom always knew I was obsessive compulsive.
As I got older.. It got worse.
I would have to touch the VCR to see if it would shock me whenever (literally) WHENEVER Ide think about it. (just to know if I had any electricity in my body)
LOTS of stuff like that.
I also had crippling fears when I was little.
I almost had to go to therapy from being so scared of chucky (the killer doll in childs play)
we are friends now though...
Anyway.. Yeah there is SO much else I can't even remember right now.
However.. my recent "over-the-top" obsession was with Hilary duff.
I was obsessed with her forr.. 7+ years? Ever since I was 13 or so..
and I have just recently came down from that cloud and now I am obsessing about my religion (which is Christianity) and I am driving myself MAD.
I feel like I can't complain about anything.. I cant cuss.. go to clubs.. masterbate.. think mean thoughts.. be whiney.. wear make up.. wear perfume (which is kinda my thing) and I know I shouldnt do that stuff anyway but idk..
Anyway.. my next post will be dealing with that I am going through right now (which I have always been scared to talk about.. until now)
Okay.. now that THAT is out of the way.
BY THE WAY THIS IS LONG, I KNOW.. BUT READ IT ANYWAY!!!!!
Okay so.. I guess I will post individual issues from my past and present.
I guess I will talk about the issues from my past.. Okay. When I was little I would always have to pull my shirt down really far in the back, I was OBSESSED with the little mermaid (and barbies) and I would always cling to a certain characet (for example.. "Blossom" from the powerpuff girls)
So my mom always knew I was obsessive compulsive.
As I got older.. It got worse.
I would have to touch the VCR to see if it would shock me whenever (literally) WHENEVER Ide think about it. (just to know if I had any electricity in my body)
LOTS of stuff like that.
I also had crippling fears when I was little.
I almost had to go to therapy from being so scared of chucky (the killer doll in childs play)
we are friends now though...
Anyway.. Yeah there is SO much else I can't even remember right now.
However.. my recent "over-the-top" obsession was with Hilary duff.
I was obsessed with her forr.. 7+ years? Ever since I was 13 or so..
and I have just recently came down from that cloud and now I am obsessing about my religion (which is Christianity) and I am driving myself MAD.
I feel like I can't complain about anything.. I cant cuss.. go to clubs.. masterbate.. think mean thoughts.. be whiney.. wear make up.. wear perfume (which is kinda my thing) and I know I shouldnt do that stuff anyway but idk..
Anyway.. my next post will be dealing with that I am going through right now (which I have always been scared to talk about.. until now)