allieaust
Active member
i cant stop thinking about this person. I have lived with this person but never been able to actually be really open and friendly and i am way behind in my life to be able to catch up with this person..
it really hurts cause this person is fed up with me - time and time again i just becaime deppressed and anxious because of life because i am trying to get out of being a hermit for once, be independent and stuffed it all up.
Asked to go home - i just want to be able to let go and show this person the me as a strong calm in control beautiful and motivating caring person..
someone who can take on responbilties and have inner strength - i have become so attatched to depart gives a real sense of heartbreak and to know this person is not interested and may never will be - i am so reserved and sensitive and seem so rude..
i have so much love to give this person but i have to work on myself so much and i feel time is running out.. i have such anxiety..
if this person felt the same than i would be open too. :?
it really hurts cause this person is fed up with me - time and time again i just becaime deppressed and anxious because of life because i am trying to get out of being a hermit for once, be independent and stuffed it all up.
Asked to go home - i just want to be able to let go and show this person the me as a strong calm in control beautiful and motivating caring person..
someone who can take on responbilties and have inner strength - i have become so attatched to depart gives a real sense of heartbreak and to know this person is not interested and may never will be - i am so reserved and sensitive and seem so rude..
i have so much love to give this person but i have to work on myself so much and i feel time is running out.. i have such anxiety..
if this person felt the same than i would be open too. :?