No_Oil_Painting
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My other half (of 4 years) just got a call from his mother. She literally spent the whole call quizzing him on what I was doing with my life.
"Did she find a job?"
"Does she still do roller derby?"
"Can't she do a course?"
"She should do a course, the job center will help her find one. Your uncle is doing a course."
I'm so ****ing sick of that family judging me. I haven't worked in years so I'm after applying for a service that helps people with mental health issues find jobs. I won't hear back from them until july though. But i can't tell her that.
As for roller derby, I'm having massive money problems so can't afford to pay for it or travel down there until after August. I wish I could skate, but I just don't have the money!
The course is what makes me feel shit. I did a course for a few days, had a massive anxiety attack (brought on by an intimidating girl and Geodon withdrawal), and left. I hate myself for it, but I just couldn't handle it.
My in-laws think I'm a lazy useless piece of shit and it's making it so hard for me to not lash out at them. My boyfriend tries explaining my situation in a way that makes me look good, but he'd never call them out on their shit.
Sorry, needed to rant.
"Did she find a job?"
"Does she still do roller derby?"
"Can't she do a course?"
"She should do a course, the job center will help her find one. Your uncle is doing a course."
I'm so ****ing sick of that family judging me. I haven't worked in years so I'm after applying for a service that helps people with mental health issues find jobs. I won't hear back from them until july though. But i can't tell her that.
As for roller derby, I'm having massive money problems so can't afford to pay for it or travel down there until after August. I wish I could skate, but I just don't have the money!
The course is what makes me feel shit. I did a course for a few days, had a massive anxiety attack (brought on by an intimidating girl and Geodon withdrawal), and left. I hate myself for it, but I just couldn't handle it.
My in-laws think I'm a lazy useless piece of shit and it's making it so hard for me to not lash out at them. My boyfriend tries explaining my situation in a way that makes me look good, but he'd never call them out on their shit.
Sorry, needed to rant.