tommydog
Well-known member
heres a nice long story. some of you might find it entertaining i guess lol
the other night ... i caused myself to be the most embarrassed iv ever been in my life. I have never ever felt like such a complete idiot and loser !!
im still not over it as you can see.
this is what happened.
i broke up with my partner recently. so lets of emotions and that going on in my head obviously.
i moved out of our house, and came to stay with a relative over the christmas period before which time i move into my own place on my own again.
i was looking forward to this break so that i could be RELAXED, forget about my ex, be VOID OF STRESS AND EMOTIONS, and just have a light, relaxing time.
it took my not even 24 hours of arriving for me to screw this up.
i have a friend who lives near by that i always hang out with. she's the most awesome girl and extremly attractive, but i told myself not to do any rebound tricks because i wont be able to handle it emotionally, im not ready, i dont want to cause our friendship to become awkward, blah blah.
so yeh anyway it took me 1 day i screwed that up. i just couldnt shake the feeling of bieng awkward. i was like man that was the dumbest thing iv done in a long time.
anyway, the next day we went out and had heaps of fun with her and her freinds, although we remained with a slight wierdness around each other. I was thinking at this stage everything will be fine, we can just forget the night before ever happened and get on with bieng friends.
then ... omg then .... "shakes head in disbelief at his stupidity" .. that night .. im doing some groceries .. and my friend calls me. i start talking rather loudly as i do, and telling him everything, and how regretful i am, and on and on, right there in public. im at the check out paying for the stuff, and her friend taps me on the shoulder. i look around to see him with a completely red face (i assume because of the amount of embarresmant he feels for me) and her who i was too embarresed to even make eye contact with.
anyway so that was 2 days ago. she hasnt called me since, hasnt come around or anything. i brought myself to call her today to apologise. i couldnt do it before now because i just was so ashamed of my idiotic behaviour i felt like walking out in front of a bus. Predictably, she didnt take my call, so i sent her a msg, now, we'll see.
i wouldnt be surprised if she thinks im a massive loser and never speaks to me again, not that i would blame her.
"rolls eyes"
the other night ... i caused myself to be the most embarrassed iv ever been in my life. I have never ever felt like such a complete idiot and loser !!
im still not over it as you can see.
this is what happened.
i broke up with my partner recently. so lets of emotions and that going on in my head obviously.
i moved out of our house, and came to stay with a relative over the christmas period before which time i move into my own place on my own again.
i was looking forward to this break so that i could be RELAXED, forget about my ex, be VOID OF STRESS AND EMOTIONS, and just have a light, relaxing time.
it took my not even 24 hours of arriving for me to screw this up.
i have a friend who lives near by that i always hang out with. she's the most awesome girl and extremly attractive, but i told myself not to do any rebound tricks because i wont be able to handle it emotionally, im not ready, i dont want to cause our friendship to become awkward, blah blah.
so yeh anyway it took me 1 day i screwed that up. i just couldnt shake the feeling of bieng awkward. i was like man that was the dumbest thing iv done in a long time.
anyway, the next day we went out and had heaps of fun with her and her freinds, although we remained with a slight wierdness around each other. I was thinking at this stage everything will be fine, we can just forget the night before ever happened and get on with bieng friends.
then ... omg then .... "shakes head in disbelief at his stupidity" .. that night .. im doing some groceries .. and my friend calls me. i start talking rather loudly as i do, and telling him everything, and how regretful i am, and on and on, right there in public. im at the check out paying for the stuff, and her friend taps me on the shoulder. i look around to see him with a completely red face (i assume because of the amount of embarresmant he feels for me) and her who i was too embarresed to even make eye contact with.
anyway so that was 2 days ago. she hasnt called me since, hasnt come around or anything. i brought myself to call her today to apologise. i couldnt do it before now because i just was so ashamed of my idiotic behaviour i felt like walking out in front of a bus. Predictably, she didnt take my call, so i sent her a msg, now, we'll see.
i wouldnt be surprised if she thinks im a massive loser and never speaks to me again, not that i would blame her.
"rolls eyes"
