Anonymous
Well-known member
I'm so shy it hurts. I'm 16 and spend each day at school watching everyone else talking and being united. I sit alone at lunch. When i'm called on in class my heart speeds so fast it feels like it's gonna jump up my throat, i feel faint, dizzy, i blush so red and want to cry and run away. I even blush when i talk on the phone. It's so unfair, it seems like everyone but me is ok with talking and expressing themselves. I'm so terrifed to get a job or go to college or anything. i dunno a lot of times it seems better to just end it all. [/b]