I'm so lost it doesn't feel real

[skins]

I have a feeling of being so lost, so hopeless that reality itself doesn’t feel real anymore. Like its just some cruel illusion, with just the fading memories of a happier time occasionally teasing the psyche just enough to leave me desperately grasping at an ever diminishing and seemingly impossible sense of hope.

 

[lily]

aw, I'm so sorry to hear you feel this way, skins! I truly hope you feel better soon! If you want someone to talk to, you can PM me and talk about anything. (hugs)

 

[lily]

Sorry, are you on drugs?

 

[skins]

Sorry, are you on drugs?

no

 

[skins]

Sorry, are you on drugs?

bit of a strange question? why did you ask that?

 

[lily]

bit of a strange question? why did you ask that?

well drugs can cause you to feel things aren't real, but if you're under a lot of stress it can also cause you to hallucinate, that's why I asked, it's not a strange question

 

[skins]

well drugs can cause you to feel things aren't real, but if you're under a lot of stress it can also cause you to hallucinate, that's why I asked, it's not a strange question

I wasn't saying I was hallucinating, that's seeing things that arent there. I was describing a kind of dissaccociation feeling about reality when things are that bad that it feels like I am not in control of my own life, like a passer-by just viewing it unfold but not being able to do a thing about it.

 

[lily]

I wasn't saying I was hallucinating, that's seeing things that arent there. I was describing a kind of dissaccociation feeling about reality when things are that bad that it feels like I am not in control of my own life, like a passer-by just viewing it unfold but not being able to do a thing about it.

oh, okay. So sorry to hear that! I hope you feel better soon. Try to breathe and meditate to calm down, maybe that'll help you to be more in touch with your feelings vs the things around you