I'm not sure what I'm going to do...

[Dr. Doom]

I'm not sure why I am posting this. It could be because I want attention or I someone to hear this.


Either way I am posting

Well okay, ever since 8th grade I've had increasingly bad social skills. After 9th grade I moved to Minnesota from Texas. I thought I was going to live with my mom and dad, but latter in the summer my brother in law told me they were divorced (living with sister's family over summer). I still thought my mom was going to come up but she didn't. So now I only live with my dad in my house. I've always been closer to my mom though.

When 10th grade started out it was terrible. I pushed away anyone who would talk to me and I made no friends. I have PE all year as well. Now I am by no means obese, but I am definatley overweight and out of shape. So it was extremely embarresing. It was a verry lonely year.

This past summer I went back to Texas to visit my mom. She said I could move down there with my aunt. My dad said no. I was going to get a job that summer but I freaked out and hung up on the phone of a guy calling me for a interview. I begged my dad to let me just stay home all summer.

Now this year is no different from last. I still deflect everyone who will speak to me. I have yet to make any friends. Since this summer I have become very depressed. I don't have any real ambition. I don't have any hope. I don't have any interests or hobbies. My grades are C's and D's.

This winter break I am going to Texas again. Afterwards I think I'm going to kill myself. I just don't want to live anymore. Everyday it gets worse. All I want to do is sleep now.

I just wanted to post this. I'm not really sure what to do.

 

[Lord Baltimore]

^^ hey man hang in there. Taking your life is never the answer. The 5 year anniversary of my friend's death (due to suicide at the age of 15) just passed last week and i will never forget that funeral. People couldn't even get in the back doors of the church at the funeral because so many people came to pay respects to him. If only he had thought it through about how many people his life truly affected before he killed himself. Anyway my point is no matter how miserable it gets, or how hopeless it seems you just gotta ride it out because every day is a brand new day, and opportunity

 

[DespairSoul]

I'm not sure why I am posting this. It could be because I want attention or I someone to hear this.


Either way I am posting

Well okay, ever since 8th grade I've had increasingly bad social skills. After 9th grade I moved to Minnesota from Texas. I thought I was going to live with my mom and dad, but latter in the summer my brother in law told me they were divorced (living with sister's family over summer). I still thought my mom was going to come up but she didn't. So now I only live with my dad in my house. I've always been closer to my mom though.

When 10th grade started out it was terrible. I pushed away anyone who would talk to me and I made no friends. I have PE all year as well. Now I am by no means obese, but I am definatley overweight and out of shape. So it was extremely embarresing. It was a verry lonely year.

This past summer I went back to Texas to visit my mom. She said I could move down there with my aunt. My dad said no. I was going to get a job that summer but I freaked out and hung up on the phone of a guy calling me for a interview. I begged my dad to let me just stay home all summer.

Now this year is no different from last. I still deflect everyone who will speak to me. I have yet to make any friends. Since this summer I have become very depressed. I don't have any real ambition. I don't have any hope. I don't have any interests or hobbies. My grades are C's and D's.

This winter break I am going to Texas again. Afterwards I think I'm going to kill myself. I just don't want to live anymore. Everyday it gets worse. All I want to do is sleep now.

I just wanted to post this. I'm not really sure what to do.

Hello Frank,

Im sorry for hear this. Please stay with us here ok?Im not able give u advice still i will because i dont like see someone sad and struggling because i alone know very well what is this mean.

First i will ask u how old are you? Do you are close to your 18? Maybe u can try talk to your dad if u cant really stay by aunt because u will feel there comfortable and already promise to him u will try get better in school?

Overweight is not reason be upset many people is overweight and they are still successful and happy believe me. Maybe u can try little slowly make some exercise for begin? Find some wich u will like bicykel or football just some sport what will make u less thinking about stuff and make more workout. I know is hard and by myself, i love to help u try to figure out the best possibilities!

I personaly think u should share your problems with your mom,you was saying u understand with her the best and this will be good option how too little step by step maybe start some therapy around surroundings where u live?

Fight be strong only think about your live before u do something what u cant take back! We are hear for you anytime what u need. I send hug and be strong FRANK ok?

I alone think about the worse stuff and im mad on myself that i do that. I dont want to give advice to others if i alone think so negative. But i try atleast open your eyes little!