my finger slipped on the keyboard
though its not funny at times i have to laugh out how my HH varies in certian situations from cold and clammy to its extreme of large oozing beads of sweat coming out my pores leaving its evidence on anything ive touched
naturally its only worse when i dont need it to be but it can be just as bad when im chilling at home...... it amazes me in the medical world they can do organ transplants, breast augenmentation :roll: (unless its a reduction) bring people back from death.. but cannot cure HH well it can be argued thats not too bad cos they cant cure cancer which is worse.
You know what I have and am going through i would not wish on anyone.... damn this is herieditry.. if i was fortunate enough to have a child would they have to suffer as i have. Thats something that i would have to think long and hard about though theres no guaranntee they would get it.
The ex girlfriend whos comments will stay with me for a long time
"ewwwwwwh whats wrong with you"
"why are you so nervous all the time?"
"i dont think you're well"
I know you unsympathetic b%^&*h its called HH go look it up sometime!
things like that can really affect a guys confidence.
the doctor " doc i think ive got HH
let me see your hands oh well yes its pretty bad ill book you in for a ETS consultation you'll be fine in no time its an outpatient appointment same day you'll leave the hospital and youll be as good as new.....but he forgot to tell me about the side effects.
as its waterfall season for my hands feet and armpits I always get weak at this time of year and keep thinking I should opt for the chop well cut or is that clamp (ETS) but I know my body well i think id be much worse off.
The pills (robinul) arent working effectivly on the area i need them to... my hands and i dont want to be impotent (side effect of large doses)... i have to ask the consultant for any other reasonable options if there are any left im at the end of my wits end now i just know they are gonna say its up to u but the only other alternative is ETS.
ive put this on here as its what has been swirling in my head at this time it may not make sense but i had to get it out somewhere i would have written it on paper but that would have been a waste of time as im a palmar HH sufferer
there i feel a tiny bit better now
if you wanna resopnd or have a rant yourself pls do
thank goodness for sites like this
