anomicdeer
Well-known member
So. I've been addicted to the internet for years now. I have online friends. That's all I have now. I can't really say if the internet help me when I started getting depressed or if it caused it to get worst.
Well, things always get worst. I have always met someone and stopped talking to them a while. But there are some people I get attached to... and I know, its sad. Now, I have done really bad things to myself. I feel like I don't want anything in life. I'm not interested in anything. I want to go to sleep to keep my mind off of it, but I can't. I
I usually get over things quickly, and maybe I will and I will feel better. And I won't make that same mistake again. I don't mind having online friends but I might have to be a little careless about it. Try not to talk about certain things so it can't get worst. Or maybe, I should not have friends at all.
Well, whatever happens, I would have to deal with that. Maybe I'll try to make my life better. But for the past week, I have been letting someone get to me and I've been at my worst...
I don't even know how to explain... and you wouldn't want to read it anyways.
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For the people that want to know what happened:
I can't really explain it. I have been telling about my problems and stuff like that. Of course we think the same way about some things, like, life. But sometimes I say things that my be mean or offensive and not know it and then I try to maket hat person like me a lot but I just ruin everything by saying bad things. And then I try to say I'm sorry. I know some people probably hate the word 'sorry'. I've heard someone say (in real life) that 'sorry' shows or.. means weakness. And I thought about it, and I do believe it a little because I think I am a weak person.
I hope I explained that well.
Well, things always get worst. I have always met someone and stopped talking to them a while. But there are some people I get attached to... and I know, its sad. Now, I have done really bad things to myself. I feel like I don't want anything in life. I'm not interested in anything. I want to go to sleep to keep my mind off of it, but I can't. I
I usually get over things quickly, and maybe I will and I will feel better. And I won't make that same mistake again. I don't mind having online friends but I might have to be a little careless about it. Try not to talk about certain things so it can't get worst. Or maybe, I should not have friends at all.
Well, whatever happens, I would have to deal with that. Maybe I'll try to make my life better. But for the past week, I have been letting someone get to me and I've been at my worst...
I don't even know how to explain... and you wouldn't want to read it anyways.
*******
For the people that want to know what happened:
I can't really explain it. I have been telling about my problems and stuff like that. Of course we think the same way about some things, like, life. But sometimes I say things that my be mean or offensive and not know it and then I try to maket hat person like me a lot but I just ruin everything by saying bad things. And then I try to say I'm sorry. I know some people probably hate the word 'sorry'. I've heard someone say (in real life) that 'sorry' shows or.. means weakness. And I thought about it, and I do believe it a little because I think I am a weak person.
I hope I explained that well.
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