no1
Banned
It is now, Friday. I know I will be bored again this whole weekend because I have no friends. I'm afraid to go out and stuff and it's like 100x worse because I've been suffering from insomnia for 3 years and I have a sleep deficit that just hasn't gone away. I'm afraid to drive because it's dangerous to drive on hardly any sleep. I'm afraid to even go places even if I don't drive, I will still not be mentally stable. So now what am I supposed to do just suffer because of this? I can't sleep during the day time. I get too anxious. I'm anxious enough with my life the way it is. This sleepiness won't go away. My back problems don't let me relax. I'm going to see a chiro but like before it didn't really do much for my scoliosis. Maybe I need to go for more consecutive visits.
Well it's like I've been sick, for a very long time, and I use it as an excuse to not do many things. It's not just an "excuse" it is very reasonable, but I hate having to be "bed ridden" all these years when Im supposed to be having fun because I'm supposed to be having the best f*cking years of my life right now.
Well it's like I've been sick, for a very long time, and I use it as an excuse to not do many things. It's not just an "excuse" it is very reasonable, but I hate having to be "bed ridden" all these years when Im supposed to be having fun because I'm supposed to be having the best f*cking years of my life right now.